This is just beautiful

Now since I have no job and nothing to do, all I do is think about the things I would get if I were to have a job. This is one of them

I didn't get the job

I put so much effort into it this time. Still was denied again but because I didn't pass the personality test.

what the fuck kind of world we live in where I can't get a job because of my personality wasn't good enough for them before anyone there got to know me. I hate being denied

I really don't want this anymore. I just want the chance to work for the things I want.

It's killing me please save me

There's hope

I have a application appointment tomorrow. I really hope I get it

I would Finally be able to work for the things I want and maybe even move out

Applying for school is a pain in the ass but I'm trying

Still jobless

Its killing me.

There is so much I want to do but I can't do it. I stay up all night and sleep all day

I wish I could sleep till things got better but I know I have to make it better for myself but it won't get better till I find a job, Its pathetic. All I can do is wish

shoot

Its cold and I'm in shorts and I haven't slept

good morning

let this brighten your day

I'm still stuck

I really need a full time job to get things going.

Monday, I'm going to setup everything for PCC. I'm going to major in Computer Science
I'm looking forward to really learning something and being challenged

Being alone in this house with nothing to do and very few friends and no money is pulling me down.
Someone throw me a rope and pull me out of this hole

I realized

I'm scared,

I'm scared of growing old
I'm scared of being here today and not the next day
I'm scared of giving my heart in trust to another

one day the fear won't be there